Creative Minority Reader: An IVF Horror Story

It's almost too painful to read. Heartbreaking:

My soul carries a new scar. The pain is fresh and keen, and I know that while time might see the pain fade, I will never fully recover from what I’ve seen, and done. For I have failed, intentionally and knowingly, in the first duty of a parent: protecting the lives of two of my children.

My wife and I wanted children; alas, we needed IVF treatment to realize this dream. Several cycles and multiple embryo implantations later, we welcomed our blessing from G-d, who is the light of our lives.
I have failed, intentionally and knowingly, in the first duty of a parent: protecting the lives of two of my children.

Recently, we tried for another